I would escape

Posted by SgtPepper | Posted in | Posted on Saturday, February 28, 2009

I'm guessing it would take them approximately an hour or two, if I'm lucky probably more. It would have to be on a weeked, that's for sure. I would have to be sthealty, and  in the mood, because with the existing consequences, I better be in a rush or else I would never do it. Perhaps going out from the front door would be the best idea, the back door is suspicious, it is always the secrets that go in and out from the back door. I would probably leave a letter behind, but that would only be in the most glamorous of cases.

I think I would need at the very list two hundred, maybe less, it would really vary of the situation of departure. But if we're talking big leagues, I would need more, perhaps a thousand, a map would be useful too; it's not clever to run away penniless and lost. Just in case I should take a sweater and a change of clothes, since it's quiet obvious I won't be able to buy everything new. A flash light could be handy, but not as much as the will of leaving, that is something I should have in hand at any moment when I do it.

I have considered before going to friend's houses, but that would just be stupid, for more impossible that is sounds parents communicate among themselves too. But wandering the streets would be even more stupid, in case they find out soon and go out looking for me, I won't be too far to track. So I would have to go to a concrurred place, obviously not somewhere I go to regularly, well it's not like they know where I go in the first place.

A letter would be a nice detail, perhaps, but I'd much rather just leave. Because the letter means you planned it through, which I really won't; it says a part of you regrets it and so you apologize by leaving something from you behind; but I won't regret a thing. So instead I might just go, or even send a short email, just for the mockery that such a media device would bring into the situation. "Dear mom and dad... I ran away, I can't stand you, specially you mom. PS. Don't forget to moan the loan, I won't be doing it this sunday" Maybe by seeing how it grows for several months they would notice.

I could stay in a hotel, but I would have to save more money, then again I would sleep in a park or something. I have been thinking that perhaps it would be wise to buy the cheapest ticket to anywhere, so I wouldn't have to worry about them finding me. But there is also the friend factor, perhaps I would miss them eventually, or they would be worried about my departure, who knows. 

Maybe I should just do it, move to another city, first live like a bump for some weeks, then get some super crappy job at a store who would let me stay there at night. Then with enough money buy a fake birth certificate and all, have another name, another place of birth, another everything. Then I would move on, switch on and live on. And then maybe, only maybe would they notice I'm not there, once I'm not miserable.



[pfft, a blog? this? nah!]
By I'm the penguin

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