Problem with that affair of yours

Posted by SgtPepper | Posted in | Posted on Wednesday, September 09, 2009

When you reach the point where you see yourslef looking at the horizon and saying that your happiness depends on him/her, and that you could not see your life without him/her, is when you know you have a problem.

Now, this problem is even bigger if said he/she is not even your partner, but rather a platonic crush of yours who doesn't know your name; then you have a real problem. Becuase you and I both know you have imagined it, the moment you meet, how you casually introduce your coolest self, and how she/he is charming. I also know you have planned how you would have a casual romantic approach and it would be all a Hollywood movie ending from then on. Of course, if you are rather dramatic you will include a few fights caused because of your (already planned) differences.

And I know you have also though about the first time, and by this I mean the first time you kiss, the first time you stay up late on the phone, the first time he/she opens up emotionally to you in a level he/she has never done with anyone else, the first fight, the first make up, and of course, the first time in bed. And you may picture them as cute and romantic, or as a realistic awkward and weird moment were both of you are confused.

I know you have thought about this, once or twice, or every second of the day. It is your own personal imaginary affair.

But the problem is that you might actually get to know this person some day. And yes, that is the big problem.

Because first of all, you have already idealized him/her, and to be honest to yourself, you know she/he will never live to your expectations. And if you are able to see past this, if you are that much into reality, and into the person for who she/he really is, then you face a second problem, you destroy the fantasy you created, and with that the character you imaginarily fell in love with.

Assuming of course you care about the destruction of all you expectations and day dreaming.

If not, then you may proceed, under your own risk






[maybe that's the whole issue with 9-9-09 @__@]
by I'm the penguin

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