get through the night

Posted by SgtPepper | Posted in , | Posted on Friday, April 11, 2008

One of those days where nothing seems normal, when all you want is to go home and sleep... That's when you say something just as whatever gets you trough the night, only, sometimes it must also take you through the day. With this lack of sleep or rest, one must find something else to get trough, even if it's just a thought, an image, a memory or a song... literally, whatever...
During this whole process you tell yourself, that this is the last time you'll ever get into something like this, and you really mean it but it is commonly full of bull... Because, then, two days have passed since the hard day's night, when suddenly you're looking at the bright side and you are telling yourself the opposite thing, "oh yes, it was worth it, lets do it again" just as if you where fooling yourself, and maybe you are, but there's no need to know.
And finally... you get back to the same old situation, and you realize you're into this cicle which might never end... It must be in everyone, we learn from our mistakes, but that doesn't mean we wont do them all over again, so, this said, is just like a reminder... with the vane hope that somehow i'll think about some other things before getting myself into the wheel, which as i said, might never ever end, because finally, it's what makes us be.



[ Mrs. K i t e ]

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